More and more I have come to understand that I am a very angry person. Have been, still am and wonder if I always will be. The problem is God. He just doesn't co-operate. Why can't things go right for me sometimes, why do stupid little things make me explode. My dreams and hopes lay in tatters and yet I still find that I keep striving to build myself a little kingdom with submissive subjects. Pathetic isn't it. Its all about me me me. But it is also about my family, my wife who feels the stra...